I haven’t posted on this site for some time because my life has taken me into other directions for a time now. For instance, I’ve had physical injuries to consider and pain is my constant reminder of my humanity. It also limits my mobility since some of the pain I’m experiencing is in my right knee. The pain makes it difficult for me to walk any distance. I also tore a rotator cuff and that’s a bummer. Still waiting to see an orthopaedic surgeon on that one. Yet, I’m happy to report, things are improving. The pain is becoming manageable and I’m taking fewer meds than I have been. I’m trying to cut out some of my meds altogether but I’m no martyr so if the pain gets intense again, I’ll be right back there gobbling pills. I’ve tried physiotherapy – different kinds – but the pain is not from muscular injury but rather from connective tissue damage so working on my muscles has limited effect, at least that’s what I think. Besides, all that stuff is expensive and I don’t have a limitless pot of money to play with. Still, things are moving along.
I’ve been able to help Carolyn in the yard putting railings on the stairs, etc., in preparation for the garden show we were featured in this past July 27th. I love my woodworking shop and have been spending lots of time in there. The garden show was fun, but leading up to it was hard work and required lots of meds and rest times for me to carry on. Maybe I’ll post pictures here soon of what we’ve been doing. Strangely, I’ve been indifferent towards painting and drawing recently although I’m now feeling the stirrings and I’ve picked up the coloured pencils again. I have a painting that needs finishing. I’ve been thinking about it a lot and planning how to tackle the next set of challenges with it, but I have time coming up so I’ll get back to it soon. Doing portraits for some people is easy but I have to work at it. That’s part of the fun of it. I’m also working up to doing some sculpture in wood. I need to get my tools sharpened and that in itself is a challenge. I need to get lessons on how to do that quickly and easily.
All this to say I haven’t been spending a lot of time posting on this blog. I have been thinking about what I want to do with the blog, but I have lots of doubt whether or not any of this is worth anything. It’s not as if I have nothing to say, it’s whether anyone is listening that is the issue and what difference it might make one way or another. It may be that I use this blog to work out issues I’m thinking about with regard to politics, social action, evolution, economics and such things just for the challenge of getting my ideas straight. It might just help stave off dementia as I get older. At least that’s what I want to believe.